kichu phele asa somporko

jadi phira jaoa jay atit ar sob somporko gulo r dika tahole bojha jaba atit manushar ak dhoronar sikkhak, bhaba dakho, atit e ghota jaoa kichhu ghatona manush k aro besi kore porinato korta sahajjyo kore, se bhaba jadi nijer bhul ta jachae kora jay tahola in future gondogol hoyar chance khub kom, se dik diya dakha amar mona hoy past relation gulo thaka ki sikhachhi ta aktu share kora jata e para............................



chhotto belar sei pasher barir maya ta jar satha ak-e sir er kachha porta jaoya, bari ta bagan a phota tagor phul deya naya diya j bhalobasa r prathom path chla, sei bhalobasha j kono din o succesfull hoba na ta bodh hoy takhon thaka e jana thaka, tobu para-skul er bondhu der kachha nija k boro kore dakhar j baja gun ta bara bar bipod a phela sei gun ta j sei chhotto belar sathi tike amar thaka aaj anak dure niya jaoar pokkha joithassto chhilo ta bodhhoy aaj hara hara bujhta parchhi..............................\



amar charpasha jara royachha tader moddhya j samosto chhala ra kono maya k ak bar dakha e bhaba phala ae sei, jar appekkhay ami din gunchhi, tader moddhya amar dakha khub exceptional keu keu bad diya sobar e sei maya tar samna giya nijar kotha khula bolar sahos to hoy-e na, ulta ak advut situation a diner por din manoshik dondo te bhugta bhugta amon kichhu kando karkhana kora bosa ja sei maya tar chokha taka akta joker er beshi ar kichhu e mona hoy na, ar por jakhon pray sob kichhu e sesh tkhon ak din hothhat atirikto sahos sonchoy kora maya kachha giya darano, ar satha satha hridoy a rakto kharon, sei jadi giya bolar e thaka tobe ja kano surur dika e sei k0tha ta bola hoya uthha na se jobab mona hoy keu e dita parba na...................//



ar aktu agala dakha jabe bhalobasa r suru bonddhutto thaka, ae kotha ta koto boro akta jatil dhadha, hoyto besir bhag samay ta thhik e, kin2 kichhu kichhu samay ta amon dushoho poristhhitir suchona kora ja ak kothay pray bola bojhano jaba na, kono chala jadi tar sob thaka kachha r maya bondhu ti ka bhalobasa phala ar se jadi prottakhato hoy tobe 90% case a se somporka r base ta nora jata baddho, sei maya tao ar tato ta sojasuji kotha bolta parba na ar chhala tao aktu holeo dwidhay thakba, akta advut abostha creat hoba.........................///



"bondhu amar pranar sokha, bondhu amar hridoy." ae kotha ta anak samay mona rakha kothhin hoy jadi kono kachhar bondhu r girl frnd k tomar bhlo laga galo, bhalobasa akta amon anubhuti ja k kokhono chaileo bedha rakha jay na, ae kotha ta k akra dhora takhon sudhu-e durer dika chaya thaka, araeo dAkha jata bondhu tir mona kono sondeho na hoy, ar por jadi kokhono sona jay tader brkup hoya gachha, tkhon churanto swarthopor er moto nijer astwito k prokash kora, j bhalobasa r suru amon chaturjyo makhano hoy sei bhalobasa rj besi din sthayi hoba ta asha korao ak dharoner bokami.......................////



hothhat kora path cholti bus e ba train e ba footpatha e k0no bishes kau k dakha clg e esha white bord a mukh ta dakha to khub e sadharon bisoy, char pasha tak e khujeo na paor j batha crommosho mon ta k akra dhora ta sei hothhat dakhta paoar moto 2-3 ta period kata jaoar por j kokhon udhao hota suru kora ta bodh hoy amader smritir agochorei thaka jay......................../////



"3ta deyal, 1ta dorja, 1ta hridoy." kono sundor maya k dakha prthom dorshonei physical rltn e jaoar ichha amader boyoshi chhala der modhya amar mona hoy sobar e modhya jaga, jadi na tar system a kono problem thaka. kintu sei somporko e jakhon dhira dhira porinato hota suru kora takhon dakha jay pletonik theory 85% case e victorian theory k dhama chapa diya day, ar se bechara prothm chumbon er apekkhay din gun leo tar nijjossho ichha bibek tak-e kothao jano atka dhora, jara bola a khetra sahosh tae prodhan karon amar mona hoy ta thhilk noy, badha dhora jibon e choto thaka boro hoya uthha se nija k swadhin dakh te chai thhik e, tobe kothao jano sei adi ruchi bodh tar gondi ta ke ta ke chiniya day...........................//////



ato kichhu upolobdhir poro j sob bojha hoya gachha ta thik noy, kin2 ae bishoy gulo anek ta j porinato korechha ta to bota e, toba sobar khetra j ata thhik a dabi ami kori na, tobe kichhu kichhu khetre to amar mona hoy ar aktu sabdhan hobar proyojon achha, tara huru kora kono kichhu e aaj porjointo sothhik hoyni, bhalobasar khettreo se sombhabona nitanto kom.........................

atit smriti te phira chaoya..........

jara amaka chana tara hoyto bhabba a abar kon natun natok suru holo, sotti to jibon ar ato gulu bochhor dhora kom natok to holo na.........

prathom prathom skul a bondhu der case khaoa no diya j natok ar suru, tar je sesh kothay ami hoyto nija o jani na, hoyto jana r chestao kori ni kono din, tobe ae natok ta nije k khuja dakhar jonyo dorkar chhilo, tai akanto annichchha sotteo bosta holo ayna rupi ae computer screen tar samna.................

suru r dik kar kothay asha jak,charpashar ae jatil jibon gulo takhon apekkhik bhabe anek sarol chhilo, sei sarol jibon a jitilota bolta sudhu class teacher er gomra mukh, ar moniter er notepad a nijer name ta jate na othha seta dakha,takhon o hoyto bhaba dakhi ni samna ar din gulo arom bhaba jhapsha hota suru korba.............

jibon ar jatilota prathom tar aghat hanechhilo jakhon amar class nine, behalar buka amar prathom hochot jibon er rastay, samla uthhbar samay j ami pae ni ta noy, sujog o payachhi anek, kintu suru tei bollam na natok, hoyto sob e natok lagachhilo tar chokhha, tai se sujog naoar chesta kori ni kono din.............

ar por ak ak kore jibon tar andhokar dik gulo prokash korta suru korlo, amar jibon ar sob thaka boro turning point. amar ma yer hothhat asusthhota, ak advut situation creat korlo, amar aka path chola, nije k krommoso hariya jata dakha o uddhar korar kono chesta se samay ami korini, hoyto atao akta natok chhilo, asle borabor e amar nijar sotru ami nija................

jibon j sab samay jatil, ami amar ae kotha tar nija e nija cntra dict korchhi, because amar class 11 & 12. ae samay ta hoyto ami aro bokha gachhi, kintu amar jhapsha jibon a ae samay ta sotti khub valo chhilo, bhai er moto 4 ta bondhu jara sotti ajo amar khub apon, tader satha katano oe 2to bochhor er kotha ullekh na korla sotti anyay hoto, tobe sobsamay j somporko ta modhur chhilo ta to noy e ulta ak ak samay aka aporer ajanteo amra aka opor k khub baja bhaba hurt o korechhi, toba "those were the best days of my life"................

sei bhalo samay er modhya ar akta bhalo ghotona kalo jacket, jar jonnyo sei samay ta aro bhalo katchhilo, tar satha kotha bola, victoriar samna kurkure ballon urano, rata kobita likha take aro beshi kora nija r astitwo jahir kora sob, tobe kothay achha bhalo samay asha tobe ta beshikkhn sthayi hoyna......................

amar ma er natun kore asusthho hoya pora abar amake thhale dilo sei astitwor songkota, kalo jacketo asta asta milya galo amar nija r kham khayali ponay, hoyto tar melanor e kotha chilo, amai e bujh ta pari ni, ar por amon akta din alo je din ta j kono din o asba ami kolpona o kori, ma dakta hariya galo adi gonga dhar ghasha, roelam aka ami r amar didi amar babar akmatro sombol rupa,...................
akhon ami durgapur e. homi j bhaba hostel er 306 er basinda, introduction ta hoyto aktu boro e hoya galo, hoyto atao akta sukoushal natok...................................